Phriday Photos

It was only 2 years ago…

Whipped cream has tasted soo good since me & Nate’s birthday dinner @ Montana’s!

I’ve been listening to Chris Tomlin’s latest release, See The Morning, and am just loving the first track “How Can I Keep From Singing“.?? The heart of the song is so simple… that you and I have countless reasons to sing God’s praises.?? For all that He is and all that He has done for us, we have more than enough reasons to praise Him for a lifetime.?? This should become a popular new praise tune in churches very soon I’m thinking!?? Check it out:

There is an endless song,
echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring
And though the storms may come,
I am holding on,
and to the rock I cling.

**
How can I keep from singing Your praise?
How can I ever say enough?
how amazing is Your love?
How can I keep from shouting Your name?
I know I am loved by the King
and it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes
in the darkest night
for I know my Savior lives
and I will walk with You
knowing You see me through
and sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times,
sing when I win.
I can sing when I lose my step,
and I fall down again.
I can sing ’cause You pick me up,
sing ’cause You’re there.
I can sing ’cause You hear me Lord,
when I call to You in prayer.
I can sing with my last breath,
sing for I know
that I’ll sing with the angels,
and the saints around the throne!

Phriday Photos

It was only 2 years ago…


Whipped cream has tasted soo good since me & Nate’s birthday dinner @ Montana’s!

I’ve been listening to Chris Tomlin’s latest release, See The Morning, and am just loving the first track “How Can I Keep From Singing“.  The heart of the song is so simple… that you and I have countless reasons to sing God’s praises.  For all that He is and all that He has done for us, we have more than enough reasons to praise Him for a lifetime.  This should become a popular new praise tune in churches very soon I’m thinking!  Check it out:

There is an endless song,
echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring
And though the storms may come,
I am holding on,
and to the rock I cling.

**
How can I keep from singing Your praise?
How can I ever say enough?
how amazing is Your love?
How can I keep from shouting Your name?
I know I am loved by the King
and it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes
in the darkest night
for I know my Savior lives
and I will walk with You
knowing You see me through
and sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times,
sing when I win.
I can sing when I lose my step,
and I fall down again.
I can sing ’cause You pick me up,
sing ’cause You’re there.
I can sing ’cause You hear me Lord,
when I call to You in prayer.
I can sing with my last breath,
sing for I know
that I’ll sing with the angels,
and the saints around the throne!

On this day 23 years ago

On this day last year (2005)… I do not remember where I was.?? I do not remember receiving any gifts, nor do I remember going out for a special meal with family/friends–though I’m sure all of which did happen.?? I do not remember how I felt waking up that morning, nor do I recall how God’s glorious natural creations looked like that day.?? I have no memory of that day, or that week for that matter… I spent this past Saturday night lying in my bed trying to reminisce about the things that happened a year ago today, but for 2 hours I couldn’t fall asleep nor was I able to recover any memory of it all.

I do remember receiving one card from an old friend. ??I am really not sure why this person bought it, or why they wrote wishes in it. I do not remember what was written in the card, but I am, was??and will still be uncertain of the mind-set, motive and methodology??behind giving me the card.?? When given something freely that is unmerited, people often say that it is the thought that counts.?? I honestly believe this truth as I generally detest all forms of materialism. However, I felt that the card was given me out of courtesy, out of a legalistic “I don’t really want to, but I basically have to at least give you this” in putting out a appearance of thanksgiving for the friendship we have had.

That is all I can remember.????The card I no longer have, and I don’t even remember who it was that gave it to me.?? Whoever it was, it seems that I do not know this person anymore, which is quite sad and??unfortunate, as I know that God causes all things to work together for the good of us who love Him, who are called according to His purpose.

When you and I embrace surrender…

Looking back upon this year, I feel disappointed at my life and what I have accomplished… which to me in one sense… is??nothing.?? All that I have planned to accomplish by this time in my life, I have not.?? Maybe I just had too great of expectations for myself, but it seems that with every day that passes away with the wind, I am falling more and more behind in building the life and legacy that God wants from me.?? I need only to look up into the God’s sky to yearn for the voice of my Father in Heaven who I hope would say, “Well done, my dear faithful son.”?? I think??about this short life I have lived so far and realize that I am but a vapor, a mist??appears for a little time and then vanishes.?? Everything that I have done with my own hands, of all the service and ministry I have done for the LORD, there is the one thing I know–that it’s not about me or my name but about Him and His renown:

“All that I have accomplished–You have done for me.”
(Isaiah 26:12, NIV)

Over these past 12 months, I have dwelled and tried to live out Philippians 3:13-14… and maybe it is just the Holy Spirit’s work in me that has me forgetting so much of the past.?? By His grace & Spirit??I have tried hard to strain forward to what lies ahead, and as I grow older it is just kind of bittersweet to see all that I would be leaving behind, metaphorically speaking.?? For the next 12 months, I earnestly pray and hope that I can be disciplined by His grace, to live a humble orthodoxy, and??be dead to sin and alive to God… for this is my birthday resolution:

But whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ. Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith??? that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, that by any means possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead.

Philippians 3:7-11, ESV

Please forgive my less than ecstatic tone of voice here… maybe I’m just really tired at 12:30am, but in conclusion:

On this day 23 years ago… I was born. 😉

-For His fame
and the unending memory of His name

On this day 23 years ago

On this day last year (2005)… I do not remember where I was.  I do not remember receiving any gifts, nor do I remember going out for a special meal with family/friends–though I’m sure all of which did happen.  I do not remember how I felt waking up that morning, nor do I recall how God’s glorious natural creations looked like that day.  I have no memory of that day, or that week for that matter… I spent this past Saturday night lying in my bed trying to reminisce about the things that happened a year ago today, but for 2 hours I couldn’t fall asleep nor was I able to recover any memory of it all.

I do remember receiving one card from an old friend.  I am really not sure why this person bought it, or why they wrote wishes in it. I do not remember what was written in the card, but I am, was and will still be uncertain of the mind-set, motive and methodology behind giving me the card.  When given something freely that is unmerited, people often say that it is the thought that counts.  I honestly believe this truth as I generally detest all forms of materialism. However, I felt that the card was given me out of courtesy, out of a legalistic “I don’t really want to, but I basically have to at least give you this” in putting out a appearance of thanksgiving for the friendship we have had.

That is all I can remember.  The card I no longer have, and I don’t even remember who it was that gave it to me.  Whoever it was, it seems that I do not know this person anymore, which is quite sad and unfortunate, as I know that God causes all things to work together for the good of us who love Him, who are called according to His purpose.

When you and I embrace surrender…

Looking back upon this year, I feel disappointed at my life and what I have accomplished… which to me in one sense… is nothing.  All that I have planned to accomplish by this time in my life, I have not.  Maybe I just had too great of expectations for myself, but it seems that with every day that passes away with the wind, I am falling more and more behind in building the life and legacy that God wants from me.  I need only to look up into the God’s sky to yearn for the voice of my Father in Heaven who I hope would say, “Well done, my dear faithful son.”  I think about this short life I have lived so far and realize that I am but a vapor, a mist appears for a little time and then vanishes.  Everything that I have done with my own hands, of all the service and ministry I have done for the LORD, there is the one thing I know–that it’s not about me or my name but about Him and His renown:

“All that I have accomplished–You have done for me.”
(Isaiah 26:12, NIV)

Over these past 12 months, I have dwelled and tried to live out Philippians 3:13-14… and maybe it is just the Holy Spirit’s work in me that has me forgetting so much of the past.  By His grace & Spirit I have tried hard to strain forward to what lies ahead, and as I grow older it is just kind of bittersweet to see all that I would be leaving behind, metaphorically speaking.  For the next 12 months, I earnestly pray and hope that I can be disciplined by His grace, to live a humble orthodoxy, and be dead to sin and alive to God… for this is my birthday resolution:

But whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ. Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith— that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, that by any means possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead.

Philippians 3:7-11, ESV

Please forgive my less than ecstatic tone of voice here… maybe I’m just really tired at 12:30am, but in conclusion:

On this day 23 years ago… I was born. 😉

-For His fame
and the unending memory of His name

You are forgiven

Salvation and Discipline are inseparable

“Another truth we see in Titus 2:11-12 is that salvation and spiritual discipline are inseparable.?? The grace that brings salvation to us also disciplines us.?? It does not do the one without the other.?? That is, God never saves people and leaves them alone to continue in their immaturity and sinful lifestyle.?? Those whom He saves, He disciplines.?? Paul said it another way in Philippians 1:6: “He who began a good work in you will carry it through on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”

This thought is both encouraging and sobering.?? It is encouraging because it assures us that our spiritual growth is not left to our initiative, nor is it dependent upon our wisdom to know in which areas and in which direction we need to grow.?? Rather, it is God Himself who initiates and superintends our spiritual growth.?? This is not to say that we have no responsibility to respond to God’s spiritual-child training in our lives, but it is to say that He is the one in charge of our training.” (82)

“At the same time this inseparability of God’s grace and spiritual discipline is a sobering truth.?? One has only to look around at Christendom, particularly in the United States, to see that there is a vast multitude of people who claim to have trusted in Christ at some time but do not seem to have experienced any of the discipline of grace.?? They may have walked an isle, signed a card, or even prayed a prayer, but grace is not teaching them to say no to ungodliness and worldly passions, let alone to live self-controlled, upright, and godly lives.?? Essentially, their lives are no different today than they were before they professed to have trusted Christ.” (83)

–Jerry Bridges, in “The Discipline of Grace”, ch.4 ‘Disciplined By Grace’

In my humble opinion, the most powerful force in the world is forgiveness.?? It is the one and only??thing that saves us, cleanses us and washes us clean, reconciles us, and sets us free to live a life of love, faith and hope.

But when I read the above… I couldn’t help but feel saddened by the numerous people–many of whom are friends–who are going through the exact thing that’s been mentioned–basically living as if they have never been forgiven by Christ.?? I’ve seen people in my life who go to fellowship on Wednesdays, attend Sunday Service regularly, and even serve on worship team… but way too often, Friday/Saturday nights are filled with drunken debauchery, indulging activities that include grinding their body with another person’s to the beat of the latest hip-hop or techno tune.?? Moreover, sometimes these extra-curricular indulgences of bar hopping and clubbing are done with fellow Christians and even fellow fellowship/church leader friends.

How many times have you heard a pastor preach that “you are forgiven” and yet you are still willingly by your own choosing failing in your battle against sexual immorality, impurity, passion, evil desire, and covetousness, idolatry, materialism…day in and day out, week after week??? I know some people who live such a so-called Christian life, as if sin’s dominion still reigned over their lives even though they think profess that they are a followers of Jesus Christ and maybe even are baptized.?? I’m not seeking to criticize anybody at all, but just agreeing with Bridges’ description of this problem that is so widespread in western evangelicals, including here in Canada.

I am often frustrated by the spiritual state of some Christians I know.?? They seem to be saved by grace, and yet I am stuck seeing little if any fruit of a disciplined spiritual life.?? As for those who seem to have been walking in line with Christ, it is as if God would frown at them for having fun and so they live a life of discipline that suggests restraint, legalism, rules and regulations… these people are constantly struggling with balancing discipline and grace, thinking that grace means freedom from rules, unhindered spontaneous living and that God loves us unconditionally in spite of our continuous sinful behavior.

11??For the grace of God has appeared, bringing salvation for all people, 12??training us to renounce ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright, and godly lives in the present age, 13??waiting for our blessed hope, the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior Jesus Christ, 14??who gave himself for us to redeem us from all lawlessness and to purify for himself a people for his own possession who are zealous for good works.

Titus 2:11-14, ESV

I think many of us have misunderstood what it means to pursue holiness and to live a godly life.?? Our understanding is that our relationship with God is dependent on our??”spiritual” performance (daily Bible reading, quiet time, praying, evangelizing), that whether or not God smiles or frowns on us depends on our doing the right things and not doing the wrong things.?? If this is what we think about the meaning of following Jesus, we’ll end up being disciplined by legalism, becoming rigid in our adherence to the rules from fearing God’s punishment.

We need to fix this misunderstanding by grasping a firm understanding of what Paul meant in Titus 2:11-12… to see that the grace of God in Christ that brings about salvation in our lives is the very same grace that trains us to live to live upright and godly lives.?? Grace, God’s unconditional and undeserved favor towards us,??is the foundation for all of God’s disciplinary processes–not legalism or party-pooping rule-following.?? Discipline is not God giving us rules, regulations??and standards of performance…but it is grace, stemming from His firm and loving care for our souls.

Sustaining grace instructs us with all reproof and correction, to put off the desires of this world and to put on Godly passions… all that is true, honorable, just, pure, lovely, commendable, excellent, praise worthy (Philippians 4:8).?? Even “all the providentially directed hardships in our lives that are aimed at cultivating spiritual growth and godly character” (80) stem from God’s disciplining grace.?? We must no longer think that discipline is only reserved for young, infant Christians… spiritually we must continually remain under the Father’s disciplining grace as old Christians, even until the day we die.

May we all pray for each other to live lives of grace that teaches us to say no sin and yes to obedience, reminding us that we are dead to sin and alive to God.?? And may all our responses to God’s dealings with us and all our practice of the spiritual disciplines be based on the understanding that God is dealing with us in grace.?? You and I both need continually to decisively break away from those practices and attitudes of ungodliness, putting to death the misdeeds of the body.?? And consequently,??we must??have an increasingly high “regard of God’s glory and will for every aspect of our lives, doing everything out of reverence and love for Him.” (88)

-SDG

You are forgiven

Salvation and Discipline are inseparable

“Another truth we see in Titus 2:11-12 is that salvation and spiritual discipline are inseparable.  The grace that brings salvation to us also disciplines us.  It does not do the one without the other.  That is, God never saves people and leaves them alone to continue in their immaturity and sinful lifestyle.  Those whom He saves, He disciplines.  Paul said it another way in Philippians 1:6: “He who began a good work in you will carry it through on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”

This thought is both encouraging and sobering.  It is encouraging because it assures us that our spiritual growth is not left to our initiative, nor is it dependent upon our wisdom to know in which areas and in which direction we need to grow.  Rather, it is God Himself who initiates and superintends our spiritual growth.  This is not to say that we have no responsibility to respond to God’s spiritual-child training in our lives, but it is to say that He is the one in charge of our training.” (82)

“At the same time this inseparability of God’s grace and spiritual discipline is a sobering truth.  One has only to look around at Christendom, particularly in the United States, to see that there is a vast multitude of people who claim to have trusted in Christ at some time but do not seem to have experienced any of the discipline of graceThey may have walked an isle, signed a card, or even prayed a prayer, but grace is not teaching them to say no to ungodliness and worldly passions, let alone to live self-controlled, upright, and godly lives.  Essentially, their lives are no different today than they were before they professed to have trusted Christ.” (83)

–Jerry Bridges, in “The Discipline of Grace”, ch.4 ‘Disciplined By Grace’

In my humble opinion, the most powerful force in the world is forgiveness.  It is the one and only thing that saves us, cleanses us and washes us clean, reconciles us, and sets us free to live a life of love, faith and hope.

But when I read the above… I couldn’t help but feel saddened by the numerous people–many of whom are friends–who are going through the exact thing that’s been mentioned–basically living as if they have never been forgiven by Christ.  I’ve seen people in my life who go to fellowship on Wednesdays, attend Sunday Service regularly, and even serve on worship team… but way too often, Friday/Saturday nights are filled with drunken debauchery, indulging activities that include grinding their body with another person’s to the beat of the latest hip-hop or techno tune.  Moreover, sometimes these extra-curricular indulgences of bar hopping and clubbing are done with fellow Christians and even fellow fellowship/church leader friends.

How many times have you heard a pastor preach that “you are forgiven” and yet you are still willingly by your own choosing failing in your battle against sexual immorality, impurity, passion, evil desire, and covetousness, idolatry, materialism…day in and day out, week after week?  I know some people who live such a so-called Christian life, as if sin’s dominion still reigned over their lives even though they think profess that they are a followers of Jesus Christ and maybe even are baptized.  I’m not seeking to criticize anybody at all, but just agreeing with Bridges’ description of this problem that is so widespread in western evangelicals, including here in Canada.

I am often frustrated by the spiritual state of some Christians I know.  They seem to be saved by grace, and yet I am stuck seeing little if any fruit of a disciplined spiritual life.  As for those who seem to have been walking in line with Christ, it is as if God would frown at them for having fun and so they live a life of discipline that suggests restraint, legalism, rules and regulations… these people are constantly struggling with balancing discipline and grace, thinking that grace means freedom from rules, unhindered spontaneous living and that God loves us unconditionally in spite of our continuous sinful behavior.

11 For the grace of God has appeared, bringing salvation for all people, 12 training us to renounce ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright, and godly lives in the present age, 13 waiting for our blessed hope, the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior Jesus Christ, 14 who gave himself for us to redeem us from all lawlessness and to purify for himself a people for his own possession who are zealous for good works.

Titus 2:11-14, ESV

I think many of us have misunderstood what it means to pursue holiness and to live a godly life.  Our understanding is that our relationship with God is dependent on our “spiritual” performance (daily Bible reading, quiet time, praying, evangelizing), that whether or not God smiles or frowns on us depends on our doing the right things and not doing the wrong things.  If this is what we think about the meaning of following Jesus, we’ll end up being disciplined by legalism, becoming rigid in our adherence to the rules from fearing God’s punishment.

We need to fix this misunderstanding by grasping a firm understanding of what Paul meant in Titus 2:11-12… to see that the grace of God in Christ that brings about salvation in our lives is the very same grace that trains us to live to live upright and godly lives.  Grace, God’s unconditional and undeserved favor towards us, is the foundation for all of God’s disciplinary processes–not legalism or party-pooping rule-following.  Discipline is not God giving us rules, regulations and standards of performance…but it is grace, stemming from His firm and loving care for our souls.

Sustaining grace instructs us with all reproof and correction, to put off the desires of this world and to put on Godly passions… all that is true, honorable, just, pure, lovely, commendable, excellent, praise worthy (Philippians 4:8).  Even “all the providentially directed hardships in our lives that are aimed at cultivating spiritual growth and godly character” (80) stem from God’s disciplining grace.  We must no longer think that discipline is only reserved for young, infant Christians… spiritually we must continually remain under the Father’s disciplining grace as old Christians, even until the day we die.

May we all pray for each other to live lives of grace that teaches us to say no sin and yes to obedience, reminding us that we are dead to sin and alive to God.  And may all our responses to God’s dealings with us and all our practice of the spiritual disciplines be based on the understanding that God is dealing with us in grace.  You and I both need continually to decisively break away from those practices and attitudes of ungodliness, putting to death the misdeeds of the body.  And consequently, we must have an increasingly high “regard of God’s glory and will for every aspect of our lives, doing everything out of reverence and love for Him.” (88)

-SDG

Asides for September 25

Reformed!?? Baptist Press reports on a recent study that only 10% of Southern Baptist pastors considers themselves 5 point Calvinists!?? Tom Ascol comments on the issue.?? September’s Christianity Today suggests that Reformed theology/Calvinism??is making a come back!??YAY =D?? They’ve also a good summary of Calvinism.

Na: New Attitude (of Josh Harris fame) has recently revamped their site & released the date of their 2007 conference!?? Many good sermons avail free from 2006 conference;-)

Muslims & Christians: Albert Mohler & John Piper comment on the Pope’s slip-up.

Flickr Pro users: can get 10 free MiniCards from Moo.com!

PC WORLD??Magazine: email me for a FREE 1yr subscription (US only).

Asides for September 25

Reformed!  Baptist Press reports on a recent study that only 10% of Southern Baptist pastors considers themselves 5 point Calvinists!  Tom Ascol comments on the issue.  September’s Christianity Today suggests that Reformed theology/Calvinism is making a come back! YAY =D  They’ve also a good summary of Calvinism.

Na: New Attitude (of Josh Harris fame) has recently revamped their site & released the date of their 2007 conference!  Many good sermons avail free from 2006 conference;-)

Muslims & Christians: Albert Mohler & John Piper comment on the Pope’s slip-up.

Flickr Pro users: can get 10 free MiniCards from Moo.com!

PC WORLD Magazine: email me for a FREE 1yr subscription (US only).

Somewhere along in the bitterness

Derek to Meredith:

I’m in love with you. I’ve been in love with you for…forever. I’m a little late. I know I’m a little late to tell you that.

I just want you to take your time. You know? Take all the time you need. Because you have a choice to make.

And when I had a choice to make, I chose wrong.

(From Grey’s Anatomy: Season 3, Episode 1 “Time Has Come Today”)

I don’t usually post videos, but this song??really hit me when I saw it on featured on abc.com with clips from Grey’s Anatomy.?? Intriguing lyrics from an up & rising band; I commend them for your listening pleasure:

How To Save A Life” by The Fray

Listen/Download the studio recording:

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

*
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you *

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came *

Somewhere along in the bitterness

Derek to Meredith:

I’m in love with you. I’ve been in love with you for…forever. I’m a little late. I know I’m a little late to tell you that.

I just want you to take your time. You know? Take all the time you need. Because you have a choice to make.

And when I had a choice to make, I chose wrong.

(From Grey’s Anatomy: Season 3, Episode 1 “Time Has Come Today”)

I don’t usually post videos, but this song really hit me when I saw it on featured on abc.com with clips from Grey’s Anatomy.  Intriguing lyrics from an up & rising band; I commend them for your listening pleasure:

How To Save A Life” by The Fray

Listen/Download the studio recording:

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

*
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you *

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came *